Wednesday, September 28, 2005
have been working, working , working... time really flies when one is busy, already the 3rd week of holidays and 4 more weeks to go. have mixed feelings about wanting the holiday to end and school to start. probably cause there are pros and cons to the situation... too lengthy and boring to list everything out. don't really know what is going on in evangleyn and juliana's lives. haha... i know that they are working but thats about it. cause they don't update their blogs... update! i know what jolene is doing... we should go out one weekends gals... feel like i haven't seen all of u in yearsmy life this hols has basically been work, family and church. i work during the week, have dinner at my grandma's on saturday and go to church on sunday. working during the hols has made me think more about what i want for myself after i graduate. will i be able to work and study at the same time? shall i work part time or full time? will the school i'm working at now want to employ me after i graduate? questions that will be answered with time and God will help me through all of this like He did when i was 15 and 16. that was when i was going through the "i am poor" and "jc or poly" stage in my life. looking back i can see how His grace and mercy pulled me through and how my life was filled with blessings even though it was filled with crisis. ashamed to admit that i was going through a "dry" stage in my spiritual life. i had the desire to go to church but i didn't know what i was doing there. wasn't really touched by the message, didn't understand what the pastor was saying. don't know how to put it accurately in words but i think the "dry" stage has not passed... but things have improved, i really enjoyed the message last sunday it really refreshed me and filled me with God's love. i know this will not last because i am greatly blessed, highly favoured and deeply loved.
peili hugged at 11:30 AM